Chapter 120
Chapter 120
Shi Yang did not ask Fu Jingchuan where he was going to take her, and Fu Jingchuan did not say where he was going, nor did he ask her where she was going, but just drove aimlessly.
The night breeze is blowing.
Traffic on the road is also slowly decreasing.
Shi Yang didn't know how long Fu Jingchuan drove, and when the tall buildings along the way slowly turned into low buildings, and then slowly turned into a large area of wilderness and flat land, Fu Jingchuan's car finally stopped.
He sat in the car without moving or speaking, but his handsome face was slightly tense, calmly looking at the night ahead.
Shi Yang also sat motionless in the passenger seat.
Outside the car window is a suburban riverside park, connected to a pond wetland, there are few pedestrians, and you can clearly hear the sound of insects and frogs.
Shi Yang was silent for a long time, and slowly turned his head to look at Fu Jingchuan.
Fu Jingchuan's side face was still slightly tense, and his face was calm to almost expressionless.
Shi Yang didn't know whether his refusal of this opportunity angered Fu Jingchuan, or if his uncontrollable words just now made him angry, "I'm sorry." She apologized softly, and she didn't know why she apologized, her frustration and sadness had not yet eased, and the whole person was still chaotic and uncomfortable.
She always thought that her emotional management ability was okay, but today's various things, and Fu Jingchuan's loud and vocal asking her if the child was still there, the emotions that had been accumulated for two years suddenly were like strings that were pressed to the extreme, and they "clicked" and broke.
She didn't know why she was suddenly reacting so much, maybe it was because she was angry with herself.
Qi himself is not firm enough, and he is useless to be angry with himself, his emotions will still be easily affected by Fu Jingchuan, and he can only cowardly choose to stay away from him.
All the things in her life were chosen by herself, and every step was not smooth and smooth, but she tried her best to do her best.
The past two years have been the hardest but also the most satisfying and happy years of her life.
She made a lot of plans for her life, and there was no Fu Jingchuan in these plans, and she also adapted to her life without Fu Jingchuan.
These two years are like the years when I didn't meet Fu Jingchuan before marriage, hard but satisfied, and full of expectations for the future, but all these expectations were interrupted on the day I met Fu Jingchuan.
At that time, she was still young, she could still have a dream about love, and then found that it could only be a dream after all, she also made a lot of determination to do it, and now she finally started a new life, and met Fu Jingchuan, time seems to push her back to the year when she met Fu Jingchuan again, followed by those two years of depression and self-doubt.
It felt like a scar on her body, and every time she was about to be complete, someone would take a knife to stir it on that wound, so that she had to remember the feeling of the scar hurting.
For her apology, Fu Jingchuan did not speak, but just let his arm on the steering wheel, and his handsome face did not ease because of this, but tightened tighter.
Shi Yang didn't speak again, slowly leaned his head against the car window, and slowly closed his eyes.
Fu Jingchuan turned to look at her.
Shi Yang's face was very peaceful, his breathing was shallow and even, and he had obviously fallen asleep.
The eyes that had just cried were still a little red and swollen.
The window was still open, the wind was still blowing, Xu was cold, Shi Yang in his sleep unconsciously hugged his arms, and the person shrunk under the window.
Fu Jingchuan pressed down the central lock of the window with his palm, and the wide open window slowly closed.
Shi Yang's messy hair that was blown by the wind also slowly fell down and fell on her face.
Shi Yang turned sideways uncomfortably, the person did not wake up, just hugged himself tighter, obviously very tired, under the red and swollen eyes can vaguely see the blue and black who stayed up late, the design case is obviously driven out by staying up late.
Thinking of this, Fu Jingchuan's face sank again.
He didn't speak, sat up straight a little, took off his suit jacket, and leaned over to dra it over Shiyang.
Shi Yang was awakened, slowly opened his eyes, and his gaze collided with Fu Jingchuan's line of sight.
Fu Jingchuan did not dodge or dodge, looking at her coldly, his black eyes were deep and cold.
Shi Yang did not dodge, and quietly looked at him.
In the silent gaze, Fu Jingchuan spoke first: "Shi Yang, you hate me so much?"
Fu Jingchuan: "Then why do you have to avoid me? In order to avoid me, you don't even want children, and you don't want the future now?" Shi
Yang pursed his lips slightly: "Fu Jingchuan, have you ever liked people?" Fu Jingchuan
looked at her coldly and did not speak.
"Does it not matter to you who you marry?" asked Shi Yang softly.
Fu Jingchuan still looked at her coldly, but coldly squeezed out a word from his tight thin lips: "Yes."
Shi Yang smiled, but quickly put it away: "I'm not." "
I've had people I like. "So I married people, initially because I liked it."
"What about divorce?" asked Fu Jingchuan, "because you don't like it?"
Shi Yang's voice was still soft, "I only accept two marriage models. The first is that I like him, he likes me, and I get emotional feedback. The second is that I don't like him, he doesn't like me, and I don't have to expect anything from anyone.
"I used to think I was the first, and then I found out I wasn't either. Shi Yang's eyes turned to him, "Fu Jingchuan, I liked you, so at the beginning I could accept any mode of getting along between us, even if it was unequal and looked down upon by your family, I could also try to be humble, but it is precisely because I like you, I will also have expectations and desires for you, but you spend all your attention and energy on work."
"The two of us are like roommates, but it is enough for roommates to share rent, water and electricity, and we don't have to bear the various requirements of each other's homes, we don't have to think about who to accommodate, and we don't have to worry about who is caught in the middle and aggrieved themselves." If that's the case, why should I continue?
"So what now?" Fu Jingchuan's dark eyes stared at her and asked, "Do you still like it?"
Shi Yang shook his head: "I don't like you anymore, Fu Jingchuan."
"Since you don't like it, what are you afraid of?" His black eyes already had a hint of aggressiveness, "You don't like me, I don't like you, isn't it the second marriage model you recognize, what else are you running
?" Shi Yang: "..." "Will you fall twice in the same pit?" Shi Yang asked, "I knew it was a pit, I finally climbed out, and walked back by myself?"
Fu Jingchuan: "I will!"
"In
your junior year of high school, you didn't say goodbye, on the day of divorce, on the day of your apartment, on the day of the hospital, on the day you left the phone, you did not say goodbye." Fu Jingchuan's dark eyes stared at her tightly, "Is this twice? five times!" Shi
Yang:
"..." "I..." She turned her eyes slightly, and her voice was unconsciously weakened, "I have left a letter for you."
Fu Jingchuan: "I can't see that no one is missing, do
I still need you to leave a letter?" "Or should I thank you for saving me time to call the police?" He still looked at her motionlessly, "No need to rush to report the case to find the missing person?"
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