After the divorce, the wealthy ex-husband completely lost control

Chapter 268

"Shiyang, I tried again and again to resist your influence on me, again and again I wanted to let go as you wished, but I slapped my face again and again, and even then, I wanted to find someone at random to make do with it, and turn everything I couldn't let go of you into a responsibility to another person, and use this responsibility to completely forget you and get rid of you."

His voice froze slightly, and his dark eyes still looked at her calmly, "But when I really sat at the blind date table, when I thought that from now on, I would no longer be possible with you, the phrase 'we are together' that should be said to others could not be said, I would rather accept such a repeat, I would rather be forced by you again and again to hate that I could not meet you before, and I didn't want to cut off any possibility with you."

Shi Yang looked at him stunned.

She saw a slight redness in Fu Jingchuan's calm black eyes, as well as a kind of self-abandonment that had driven herself to a desperate situation and had to accept it.

He didn't dodge, just calmly met her startled gaze.

When the focus of her gaze slowly fell into his eyes, he finally spoke: "Shiyang, come back."

"Let's try again, okay?" The deep voice is soft and slow.

Shiyang's tears "boomed" and flowed, and I didn't know why I was crying, and at that moment, I was suddenly sad.

She didn't even know what she was sad about, but tears were like a faucet that opened the floodgates, and she couldn't turn it off, she couldn't stop.

Fu Jingchuan stood up, stood in front of her, and opened his arms to hug her.

Shi Yang raised his hand slightly, blocking his outstretched arm.

Fu Jingchuan's heart sank slightly, and his eyes looked at her with a complicated look.

"I'm sorry." Shi Yang choked and opened the door, "I think... I should...... Accepted, between us... It seems that there is no principled fault either, and I even... I still like you, but I don't... Excited, or expectant, I just suddenly felt... sad, I don't know... Why, but it shouldn't be... Such. The

choking made her voice choppy.

Sometimes she would rather she hates Fu Jingchuan, at least so, after he says to her "Let's go again, okay?" "She can still struggle, to weigh.

But no, she would be touched by his willingness to walk towards her, but she didn't have the courage to go to him, and she didn't even have the slightest expectation and thought of being with him.

Fu Jingchuan has never been at fault in principle, she has always known.

She didn't know what was wrong, she obviously still had feelings for him, and even attracted to his flesh, and faced his request "Let's try again, okay" rejection.

She has found a more suitable path for herself, but there has never been Fu Jingchuan on this road.

Fu Jingchuan looked at the sadness in her eyes, and the hand that wanted to wipe her tears was slightly frozen in midair, and his eyes were extremely complicated when he looked at her.

For the first time in his life, he felt dazed.

Shi Yang's mood calmed down a little in the long silence.

She lowered her head and did not look at Fu Jingchuan.

"I... Would like to go back. She whispered, still a little hoarse.

Fu Jingchuan looked at her and did not speak.

Shi Yang bypassed him, and Fu Jingchuan finally spoke.

"I'll send you."

He turned and took the car keys, opened the door, and stood in the doorway waiting for her.

Shi Yang hesitated to look at him.

"Thank you."

She thanked softly and walked out.

Fu Jingchuan drove her back.

On the way back, the familiar silence still spread in the carriage.

No one spoke.

When the car stopped in the community where Shiyang lived, Shiyang, who had not spoken, spoke softly.

"I've arrived."

Fu Jingchuan did not speak.

Shiyang unfastened his seat belt and pushed the car door ready to get out of the car.

Fu Jingchuan reached out again and held her hand.

Shi Yang didn't look back, just tried to twitch, but didn't twitch.

She had to speak: "Fu Jingchuan, can you let me go first?"

Fu Jingchuan slowly turned his head and looked at her: "Shiyang, I don't want to let it go."

"I've tried many times to let go, I can't let go, and I don't want to let it go anymore."